Ardee I know that I love you

I've been walking back and forth going stuff. I see your picture and stop. Looking at how proud and happy you are.
Your happiness. I felt so overwhelmed with love and pride. Ardee I know that I love you, because I couldn't feel this looking at that image of you if there was nothing. I hope you see that. You can do whatever you set out to do. Whatever that might be. You're Beautiful
♥♥♥ Dave

If you don't understand why I still feel the love & sadness I do... Please just respect how I feel. Be supportive. I'm trying to work my way through my many different emotions... He is still one of them, and its never easy, once you have given your life to someone. You've trusted someone, and given your heart to someone.

We've had our problems, we may have fought every day, but beneath it all, I know there was love there. Everyone may not have been able to see it, but I know it was there... There was a deep connection for us, and in a lot of ways, we understood each other without even so much as realizing it.

For a few years, I thought I dealt with my ... Lets call it "Dave Suit Case" ... I accept the end of our relationship, and I started working towards my Codependency issues, and in all honestly... I still believe I need to work on this later too.

There is so much I have accomplished, and I look back now, and I see how badly I've allowed myself to slip back into this negative rut...

I don't want to hurt anymore & I just wish someone would come along, and help me regain some form of faith. I have little to no trust for anyone.. I don't want to continue feeling this way, I don't want to continue to fear someone or something because I would like to move on with my life. I know I deserve to live again.

But for now, that dream is buried under insecurities, fears and haunted memories. I suppose we shall see where time takes me.