No Smoking!

I decided about 40 hours ago, I would attempt to quit smoking. Since I was down to my last 2 cigarettes, and I really didnt want to run out to get more, I figure, lets see how I can do with this quitting Cold Turkey again.

I have quit just like that before. But then again, those were times I was pregnant, so its a bit different this time around. I finished my last one, 36 hours ago to this hour. I did ask to roll a smoke, i ended up rolling 3. I figure, if I can keep holding off on the smokes, even with them right in front of me, thats pretty damn impressive.

So far! So good, 36 hours with no smokes, and many close calls, but I've refrained from smoking still.. and need to find something else that will occupy my mind, as I get through the next four or five days without smoking.

Once I pass the five day mark with no smoking, I'm hoping that I will be in the clear and the urges will have subsided a lot and it won't be so hard to get through a day and a night without smoking!

Well.. Now.. All this talking about not smoking, sure makes me want to have a smoke! geez! I suppose its time to find something to distract myself! Wish me luck !