As the saying goes Listen to your heart I've been trying to find the answer to my question for some time now. and no matter how many times i go back and forth with it, i still can't seem to come to a final decision, or at least not one I can carry through with.
I think it's even more stupid, because the choice has already been chosen. whats stopping me? wishful thinking? the desire to dream, to hope? the fear of something ending again? fear of having to admit once again, I failed..?
Listen to my heart. Listen to reason. What happens when your heart tells you 2 different somethings... and the logic only becomes a voice that you wish to tune out?
What happens when one of the only things you want, becomes something you cannot have?
..... you know... I honestly just do not have the words to reason this out.... I've spent days & weeks, to find my peace in a decision, and there is still nothing. Maybe its just time for sleep.. and "tomorrow" will just be another day where the thoughts and feelings haunt me again.
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